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You think I'm gone
That I've disappeared from this world
But I'm still here
Lingering in your shadow
I'm here
Watching your every move
Counting your every step
I'm watching you from a distance
Look and you wouldn't notice
That it's me standing here
I see how much you miss me
My heart aches for you as well
I wish I could hold you again
Like in the days we use to
But I can't
I only watch from afar
The pain you feel
Is what I feel right now
And it breaks my heart
But know that I'm still here
That I've not left this world
I'm still here
I'm always here
My Love
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Not There
A pale grey sky, clouded and depressed
White covers the land in a thick blanket
A once green forest covered in snow
The cold wind chills me to the bone
I stand in an opening, surrounded by trees
A tall man stands behind me
A breeze blows from beyond
His long black hair contrasts the pure white snow
His hot breath warms my neck
His hands on my arms, holding me close
His soft scarf rapped around my chilled face
His scent contained within
A faint whisper reaches my ear
I cannot make it out
I look behind me
He is not there
He was never there
Why doesn't he exist
Why is he not real
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Armed and ready... by Ishtabon Armed and ready... :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 0 0 Ready to fight by Ishtabon Ready to fight :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 0 0 Tower of blue by Ishtabon Tower of blue :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 0 0 Onward my horse by Ishtabon Onward my horse :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 0 0 Hot day, sleepy dog by Ishtabon Hot day, sleepy dog :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 0 0 Orsino... by Ishtabon Orsino... :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 0 2 Feather chest by Ishtabon Feather chest :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 0 2
What are memories?
What are memories?
They define who we are
They provide knowledge for the future
They keep the deeds of our choices
Our choices of good and bad
What is good and bad?
The right and the wrong
The things that change ourselves
The things that change our future
There can be no future without a past
Our past,  our present,  our future
Our life, our love, our emotions
Emotions control us
Makes us feel good, makes us feel bad
Curiousity, knowledge, power
Power, we crave it, we lunge for it, we chase it
Chase it into the light, into the dark
To succed, to live, to die
Our savoir and our down fall
The voices of whispers and shouts
The good and bad is what we are
The memories are who we are
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what is it? by Ishtabon what is it? :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 6 0 shhhh she's sleeping by Ishtabon shhhh she's sleeping :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 4 0 hanging paws by Ishtabon hanging paws :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 5 0 he is so cute... by Ishtabon he is so cute... :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 3 0 Bad lighting by Ishtabon Bad lighting :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 6 0 Together on one bed by Ishtabon Together on one bed :iconishtabon:Ishtabon 2 0





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manda-j-panda Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015  Student Artist
Thank you for the watch! :hug:
Van-Syl-Production Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch =)
bonivich Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch and favorite. c:
tealmermaid Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fav and watch! :)
Mouldysweets Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the watch!
Lunareth Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you very much for watching me! ^c^
wanderer1812 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch ^^
Ishtabon Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2013
Your very welcome! I love your work! Its so wonderful!!!!!
CyberSlasher Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:
Ishtabon Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2013
Your very welcome!
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